the truth is:
i could go on and on about being a momma......
and all the whirlwinds that have happened to my heart over the years.
the way my life changed.  still is.  the joys, the sorrows, the heartaches, the surprises.
but, i am tired.  for a gazillion and one reasons.  and my heart is heavy and my questions are running endless in my mind.  i am beyond thankful for a wonderful, sacrificing momma in my life.  i only hope i am half as a mom to my three ladies that she was to me.  i also can't imagine life with out her.  and this day, i know some loved ones, and strangers, are having to face the reality that their mom may be going home real soon.  and i too will live that reality.  so today i am just soaking up every minute.